kenangan terindah

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.



1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
cintailah-Radja
*emo mode i think*

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
dewi-dewa19
awwww.. dewi?? LOL

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY? (GIRL?)
balik kampung-sudirman
*raya mode* XD

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
simbiosis-ella
wow.. so antibiotic.. LOL

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
demi cinta suci-UNIC
wah3.. so meaningful my life.. (^_^)

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
binafsha-waheeda
seriously, i dont even know what it means..

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
kian-mawi
did i??

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
akan ku kenang-junction
i will NEVER forget u too.. *muahh*

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
julia-exists
ermm.. anybody name julia??

10. WHAT YOU ALWAYS DO DURING TAKE 5?
generasiku-OAG
doesnt make sense at all.. *swt*

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
larut-dewa19
ermm.. no idea..

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
relakan ku pergi-saleem
seems so sad.. =_=

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
indonesian national anthem-indonesia raya
wth.. im a Malaysian.. *swt*

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
seal of the prophets-yusuf islam
ermm.. idk..

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
lagu rindu-siti nurhaliza
i want her to sing for me on my wedding day.. LOL

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
party like this-VE
dude!! its my funeral!! i dont want to wake up and join the party.. LOL

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
kau dihatiku(chinese version)-idk who
please, i dont understand this song AT ALL!!!

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
andai ku dapat undur masa-AXL
yes, it is.. i dont want to get hurt again.. =_="

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
romantika malaya-himalaya
is it saying that my biggest secret is im romantic?? LOL

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
viva la vida-coldplay
the 1st english song in this note i guess.. XD

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
rozana-VE
not at all.. not all of u guys are girl.. LOL

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
kenangan terindah-samsons
this song really2 significant in my life.. it reminds me a lot of thing..

Enjoy guys!

arghhhhh

i feel like i wanna write something..
something from deep of my heart..
but i can't..
i don't know how to express it..
but i can't keep it..
its killing me..

that's why i didn't write for very long time..
i just get some article from my friends and share it..
and started doing the tagging stuff..

so sorry but i won't be able to write anything.. =_="

tagged again~ asyraf

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real ... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Then Publish your note.

Have Fun!

1. What is your name: Asyraf..

2. A four-letter word: adoi.. =_="

3. A boy's name: Ali..

4. A girl's name: Alwani.. ^_^

5. An occupation: Anthropologist..

6. A colour: azul(blue).. LOL

7. Something you wear: a shirt?? LOL

8. A food : asparagus.. LOL

9. Something found in the bathroom: air..

10. A place: Alemania (German)..

11. A reason for being late: Aaaaachoooo!!!!

12. Something you shout: Aha!!!

13. A movie title: Accepted.. one of my fav movie.. ^_^

14. Something you drink: apple juice..

15. A musical group: Akasia.. hoho

16. An animal: ayam?? LOL

17. A street name: Ashburnham DR, peterborough..

18.The title of a song: Aspalela..

19. A type of car: Alfa Romeo Spider..


serously, by tagging me for this one,
u did gave me a really hard time, shu ann.. LOL

100 thruths *nana!! y u tagged me leh?@@

100 Truths. After you've filled this out, tag 15 people and have them do the same.

Last beverage → nestea(my fav drinks)
Last phone call → i dont know.. cannot find my phone.. alan kot..
Last instant message → huda.. (my ex-schoolmate n my aunt's nephew)
Last song you listened to → ayat2 cinta.. (cuz im listening to hotfm)
Last time you cried → erm.. kiv please(^_^)

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → Never
Been cheated on → i think so
Kissed someone & regretted it → never regret it.. in fact i wish i can kiss them right now.. >_<
Lost someone special→ that's part of my life..

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → no
Laughed until you cried → not really
Met someone who changed your life → always
Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? → Never
How many ppl on your top friends do you know in real life? → I know all of them
How many kids do you want to have → erm.. how about a football team? LOL
Do you have any pets → i wish so
Do you want to change your name → i LOVE my name
What time did you wake up today → 8.30am
What were you doing at midnight last night → DOTAing with azlan n hadi.. ^_^
Name something you CANNOT wait for → home sweet home
Last time you saw your father→ August 24,2008.. not even webcaming.. >_<
What's one thing you wish you could change → everything happened for reason.. ^_^
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → how about Tom Cruise? LOL nunca(never)!
What's getting on your nerves right now → hungry n bored n lonely.. anyone wanna go diner with me? LOL
What's your real name → Asyraf
Zodiac sign → Gemini
Elementary/primary School → SK Iskandar n SK Kampung Gelam
High School → SMKA Sik n SBP Integrasi Kubang Pasu
Hair color → Black only when its wet.. dark brown when its dry.. LOL
Long or short → the longest i ever had!!! yeah!!!
Are you a health freak → Nope
Righty or lefty → right

FIRSTS:
First surgery → nada(none)!!
First piercing → nope
First best friend → Ooi Vincent, knew him since 8, but lost contact since 11
First sport you joined → erm.. normal guy, footbal..
First pet → Fish!!
First vacation → cannot remember.. my mum is a teacher.. always get free vacation ^_^
First crush → 15

CURRENTLY :
Eating → BBQ peanuts using chopsticks.. LOL
Drinking → my own saliva.. LOL
Waiting → miracle to happen.. ^_^

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → life going to be bored without kids..
Want to get married?→ yeah!!! looking forward for it.. LOL
Careers in mind? → biotechnologist.. thinking having my own farm in NZ.. ^_^

HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed a stranger → Never.. only my family..
Drank hard liquor → forbidden for me!! forever!!
Lost glasses/contacts → Nope
Ran away from home → the opposite way!!!
Broken someone's heart → did I??
Been arrested → no
Turned someone down → sometimes.. only when that person annoyed me
Cried when someone died → my grandma

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → i have full confidence on my self
Miracles → yea.. cuz we wont be able to predict future
Love at first sight → sometimes.. LOL
Heaven → ALWAYS..
Santa Claus → did he exist? i thought he just a fairy tale..
Kiss on the first date → Nope
Angels → yes i do!!!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → my family.
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → not special one.. owh.. maybe yes.. cannot remember it..
Do you believe in God? → from the deep of my heart.


*this is my 1st time play tag..
**alyssa, i will do ur tag later.. when i feel really bored.. ^_^
***nana, i reply ur tag just becuz im too bored.. LOL

jangan biarkan cahaya itu hilang~

Surat ini kutujukan untuk diriku sendiri serta sahabat-sahabat tercintaku yang insyaAllah tetap mencintai Allah dan RasulNya di atas segalanya,….

….kerana hanya cinta itu yang dapat mengalahkan segalanya, cinta hakiki yang membuat manusia melihat segalanya dari sudut pandangan yang berbeza, lebih bermakna dan indah.

Surat ini kutujukan untuk hatiku dan hati sahabat- sahabat tercintaku yang kerap kali terisi oleh cinta selain dariNya, yang mudah sekali terlena oleh indahnya dunia, yang terkadang melakukan segalanya bukan keranaNya, lalu di ruang hatinya yang kelam merasa senang jika dilihat dan dipuji orang, entah di mana keikhlasannya.

Maka saat merasakan kekecewaan dan kelelahan kerana perkara yang dilakukan tidak sepenuhnya berlandaskan keikhlasan, padahal Allah tidak pernah menanyakan hasil. Dia akan melihat kesungguhan dalam berproses.

Surat ini kutujukan pula untuk jiwaku serta jiwa sahabat-sahabat tercintaku yang mulai lelah menapaki jalanNya ketika seringkali mengeluh, merasa dibebani bahkan terpaksa untuk menjalankan tugas yang sangat mulia. Padahal tiada kesakitan, kelelahan serta kepayahan yang dirasakan oleh seorang hamba melainkan Allah akan mengampuni dosa-dosanya.

Surat ini kutujukan untuk ruh-ku dan ruh sahabat- sahabat tercintaku yang mulai terkikis oleh dunia yang menipu, serta membiarkan fitrahnya tertutup oleh maksiat yang dinikmati, lalu di manakah kejujuran diletakkan? Dan kini terabailah sudah nurani yang bersih, saat ibadah hanyalah sebagai rutin belaka, saat jasmani dan fikiran disibukkan oleh dunia, saat wajah menampakkan kebahagiaan yang penuh kepalsuan.

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….Akhirnya surat ini kutujukan untuk jiwa yag masih memiliki cahaya meskipun sedikit, jangan biarkan cahaya itu padam. Maka terus kumpulkan cahaya itu hingga ia dapat menerangi wajah-wajah di sekeliling, memberikan keindahan Islam yang sesungguhnya hanya dengan kekuatan dariNya ” Ya..Allah yang maha membolak-balikkan hati, tetapkan hati ini pada agamaMU, pada taat kepadaMu dan dakwah di jalanMu “


p/s: thanks Huda..

the memory remains..

budak2 yg lahir pd thn 80an mesti ingat
mase skola rendah dulu:

- kat skola ade salesman jual buku
cerita. ari ni bg list, esok mintak duit
beli walaupun cerita buku tu dah tau.
salesman susu pon camtu gak.

- kat library, budak2 mmg baca buku tp
just tengok gamba je. bile ade program
Nilam, sebok semua nak pinjam buku.

- RMT kat skola mkn x best, tp yg
berduit pon join RMT, x phm....

- pakai pensel box yg bole bukak dpn
blkg, pastu ade sharpener kat tgh2 die.

- main lwn pemadam, syg nak guna utk
padam. padahal itu fungsi sbnr, utk padam!

- pakai pembaris yg bergerigi, kat dlm
ade air pastu ade bende berkilat dlm air tu.

- cikgu pakai pembaris kuning pjg. Ade
pemegang kat tgh2 tp x penah nmpk cikgu
pgg pon kat situ.

- bulu ayam jd ramping krn sering
dijadikan rotan.

- time pendidikan seni, lukis sume boleh
tp bile time kaler sume hampeh. ade gak
buat anyaman pakai kertas warna, kolaj
la, ape la...

- main game 2D. super contra, super
mario, street fighter, sume pakai tape.

- jam tgn Boy London jd idaman, sbb bole
tuka2 kaler ikut suhu n cuaca.

- takut BCG tp lepas inject poyo la pulak...

- balik skola beli JoJo xpon Dendang.
Tora pon best gak. Beli se mata2 nak
mainan, coklat die x mkn pon.

- Kasut berlampu kat tapak, yg iklan die
kat tV bole tembak alien tu...

- Siri kartun; power rangers, ultraman,
transformers, ninja turtles,
Thundercats, maskman, Gaban dan mcm lg.

jgn lupe sume ni sbb zaman skrg budak2 x
smpt lyn bende2 ni. kite akan sentiasa
berubah, cume asal-usul kite yg
permanent. huhu~

ni la baru zaman kita kawan2

pas r kt member2 korang....
mesti diorg tersengeh2 bace mende nih...
hehe

i really wish that im still a child..
who going through all this happy & childish stuff..

my babe!!!

pada saat dan ketika ini, diriku tersangat la sedey.. tetiba saja terasa sayu.. sayu yang teramat sangat.. ku merinduimu, adik.. mungkin ini semua salahku.. terlalu memanjakan mu.. tapi tak salahkan andai aku sayang adik kandung ku sendiri?

andai ku bisa terbang pulang, akan ku habiskan tenaga untuk menjengukmu.. namun apakan daya.. aku hanya mampu mendengar suaramu.. tapi tak bisa melihat wajahmu yang sangat ku rindui itu..

kadang2 ini saja aku pulang ke malaysia, semata-mata kernamu.. bukannya aku tak sayang keluargaku, namun adikku itu orang yang paling ku rindui.. kernamu jua, air mata ego ku sebagai lelaki berderai turun..

~haih.. adik.. andai kau tau membaca, nescaya aku akan menulis blog byk2 tentangmu.. ahaha.. ni semua pengaruh shidot la ni.. tulis psl anak sedara dia.. hehe.. jangan marah ek shidot..

sebenarnya aku baru telefon keluargaku pagi tadi.. ayahku memberitahuku yang adik ku yang baru berumur 4 tahun sudah masuk tadika.. aku sendiri pon tak percaya.. terlalu awal.. sedangkan aku pon masuk tadika ketika berumur 5 tahun.. tak adil kan? ahaha

ari 1st masuk kelas, dah tak mau balik.. haih.. macam-macam betol budak tu.. orang pegi tadika pon kena parent teman lagi, nak balik cepat-cepat, nanges kat tadika..
yang dia pulak tak mau balik.. ahaha.. hairan bin ajaib betol.. apa la yang ada sangat di tadika tu? mainan? or maybe kawan-kawan.. :D

aku hiasi post ini dengan gambar adik ku yang sangat ku rindui..


ayahku bersama afiqah.. this was my last vacation with my family before aku merantau


stylo x adikku? ehehe.. wajah comel yang sentiasa ku rindui..


posing lagi.. ehehe.. tak kan ku lupa pose ini..


her last pose for me.. the day i left malaysia.. *sad n terharu*:((


this pose was taken few days before i left her..


my last picture with them.. the last time i saw and touch them..

i wish i can be with her right now.. no matter what happen, i will go back this summer.. 1st mission,spend time as much as i can with her.. ~tata~